we all b.r.e.a.t.h.e. by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
we all b.r.e.a.t.h.e.
This must be why all the famous writers are drug addicted.
Where can creativity come from but intoxication?
At this moment I feel more than I ever do.
I feel more connected to the world.
I can feel the universe flowing through me.
All my atoms are just like those of everything else.
Oneness will be achieved.
How can this be bad?
Intoxication.
Is it not just another form of enlightenment?
Everyone has their own drug.
Some choose to experience nature in its extremes.
To allow their physical forms to suffer and endure the air that surrounds us all.
Again, we find connection.
Is there different air?
We must all breathe the same.
T
slipping through the fourth by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
slipping through the fourth
the light flickers
i feel like i'm in a convenient store on some indie film in which the lethargic employee won't change the light
my mind flickers with it
i feel like i'm bouncing from one point in time to another
for a split second, i'm a time traveler
i ruin the fourth dimension with my greed for more than a moment in another time
i cry for a taste of my past life
maybe in a place which the light does not flicker
in a place where my mind does not flicker
maybe i'd be a better me
maybe.
the art of suffication by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
the art of suffication
I'm thrown over the edge
into the sea
attached to nothing but your sleeve
i weep.
its being trapped in wide open space.
the words escape my mouth
a mouse replaces them in my throat
and i squeak a sad song.
and every time you pull me closer
but i push you into the water
i am drowning you
but it is me
who cannot breath.
i.
slowly losing memories
thoughts falling from the sky
lightning bolts of poetry
flash before my eyes
ii.
caught between now and then
when i can and when i can't
lost in the cracks of time
so far i can't even hear the clock
iii.
deep in that gaze of yours
i cant barely breath
lips like closed doors
tongue-tied like knots in a tree
please correct me if im wrong by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
please correct me if im wrong
the raindrops pelting the window sound so dull in comparison to the trumpet in the background
you face looks so dull in the sterile lighting we're forced to wait under
will he even care what we look like?
i doubt he'll even look our way at all.
it doesn't matter to me anyway
i've got music blasting through my brain
lighting up all the right parts on an MRI machine
and you've got all the right parts of your face lighting up as you look my way
and the lady at the reception desks asks us what's our problem?
i think we've forgotten.
suddenly it all seems pointless
we have our spats but in the end they don't matter
and i realize
if we
sunshineclouds and your kisses by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
sunshineclouds and your kisses
i miss being told i can have five more minutes,
even tho we were supposed to leave an hour ago
and i love when they say on the news it will rain tomorrow
but mother nature surprises you with light fluffy clouds,
not black doomed ones.
i remember how you used to make promises to me
and i'd forget them, so i couldn't be mad when they were broken
you used to play with my hair and rock me until my eyes were sewn shut
now there's not even a "goodnight" shared between us
i forgot about how everything happened
how we got here...
how i got to this point.
and i try to remember more
but its mostly things that hurt that can be remembered
s
he wrote a poem on my arm
only, it wasn't on my arm
and it wasn't quite a poem
but it was wonderful
and when i chewed on it
it tasted like love
but that one line
it stuck between my teeth
with no possible way of getting it out
he said i was beautiful
and i'm not sure what that means.
i looked up the definition
and all there was were words i'd never heard
so i asked him
and he said:
its the way you smile
the freckle on your cheek
the hair that falls in your face when you look up at me
he said
look in the mirror,
its what you see
but when i looked
all i saw was me.
this is how it feels to fight by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
this is how it feels to fight
i can feel my brain working
sending messages to my body
telling my fingers to freeze
its in shock
feels like i'm no longer inside my body,
but rather,
i'm another layer in my skin
and i can't move
my arms fall to my sides
to remain typing is a challenge
i can feel my muscles talking to my brain
they say no
they won't move
i see myself
but i'm still me
i'm still within my body
just...
radiating into my skin
into my muscles
into my organs
no longer just one whole
i feel every part of me
and it hurts
and i hurt
i said i love you
and to some that might mean
i'll pull the fuzzies from your socks
and i'll save them in that little purple box
that i keep by my bed
but to me
it means that i'll keep my promises to you
and that i'll keep your heart in that
little purple box
and maybe
i'll let you keep mine
if you promise
to have a place for it
i'll keep these moments forever
until they smell like dirt
until they rust like iron
until they fade
until they fade away
just don't forget
when you move,
that my heart is next to those shoes
in that little pink box
its shaped like a valentine
but don't be confused
thats my heart
i left it the
we all b.r.e.a.t.h.e. by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
we all b.r.e.a.t.h.e.
This must be why all the famous writers are drug addicted.
Where can creativity come from but intoxication?
At this moment I feel more than I ever do.
I feel more connected to the world.
I can feel the universe flowing through me.
All my atoms are just like those of everything else.
Oneness will be achieved.
How can this be bad?
Intoxication.
Is it not just another form of enlightenment?
Everyone has their own drug.
Some choose to experience nature in its extremes.
To allow their physical forms to suffer and endure the air that surrounds us all.
Again, we find connection.
Is there different air?
We must all breathe the same.
T
slipping through the fourth by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
slipping through the fourth
the light flickers
i feel like i'm in a convenient store on some indie film in which the lethargic employee won't change the light
my mind flickers with it
i feel like i'm bouncing from one point in time to another
for a split second, i'm a time traveler
i ruin the fourth dimension with my greed for more than a moment in another time
i cry for a taste of my past life
maybe in a place which the light does not flicker
in a place where my mind does not flicker
maybe i'd be a better me
maybe.
the art of suffication by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
the art of suffication
I'm thrown over the edge
into the sea
attached to nothing but your sleeve
i weep.
its being trapped in wide open space.
the words escape my mouth
a mouse replaces them in my throat
and i squeak a sad song.
and every time you pull me closer
but i push you into the water
i am drowning you
but it is me
who cannot breath.
i.
slowly losing memories
thoughts falling from the sky
lightning bolts of poetry
flash before my eyes
ii.
caught between now and then
when i can and when i can't
lost in the cracks of time
so far i can't even hear the clock
iii.
deep in that gaze of yours
i cant barely breath
lips like closed doors
tongue-tied like knots in a tree
please correct me if im wrong by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
please correct me if im wrong
the raindrops pelting the window sound so dull in comparison to the trumpet in the background
you face looks so dull in the sterile lighting we're forced to wait under
will he even care what we look like?
i doubt he'll even look our way at all.
it doesn't matter to me anyway
i've got music blasting through my brain
lighting up all the right parts on an MRI machine
and you've got all the right parts of your face lighting up as you look my way
and the lady at the reception desks asks us what's our problem?
i think we've forgotten.
suddenly it all seems pointless
we have our spats but in the end they don't matter
and i realize
if we
sunshineclouds and your kisses by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
sunshineclouds and your kisses
i miss being told i can have five more minutes,
even tho we were supposed to leave an hour ago
and i love when they say on the news it will rain tomorrow
but mother nature surprises you with light fluffy clouds,
not black doomed ones.
i remember how you used to make promises to me
and i'd forget them, so i couldn't be mad when they were broken
you used to play with my hair and rock me until my eyes were sewn shut
now there's not even a "goodnight" shared between us
i forgot about how everything happened
how we got here...
how i got to this point.
and i try to remember more
but its mostly things that hurt that can be remembered
s
he wrote a poem on my arm
only, it wasn't on my arm
and it wasn't quite a poem
but it was wonderful
and when i chewed on it
it tasted like love
but that one line
it stuck between my teeth
with no possible way of getting it out
he said i was beautiful
and i'm not sure what that means.
i looked up the definition
and all there was were words i'd never heard
so i asked him
and he said:
its the way you smile
the freckle on your cheek
the hair that falls in your face when you look up at me
he said
look in the mirror,
its what you see
but when i looked
all i saw was me.
this is how it feels to fight by XxCarnationxX, literature
Literature
this is how it feels to fight
i can feel my brain working
sending messages to my body
telling my fingers to freeze
its in shock
feels like i'm no longer inside my body,
but rather,
i'm another layer in my skin
and i can't move
my arms fall to my sides
to remain typing is a challenge
i can feel my muscles talking to my brain
they say no
they won't move
i see myself
but i'm still me
i'm still within my body
just...
radiating into my skin
into my muscles
into my organs
no longer just one whole
i feel every part of me
and it hurts
and i hurt
i said i love you
and to some that might mean
i'll pull the fuzzies from your socks
and i'll save them in that little purple box
that i keep by my bed
but to me
it means that i'll keep my promises to you
and that i'll keep your heart in that
little purple box
and maybe
i'll let you keep mine
if you promise
to have a place for it
i'll keep these moments forever
until they smell like dirt
until they rust like iron
until they fade
until they fade away
just don't forget
when you move,
that my heart is next to those shoes
in that little pink box
its shaped like a valentine
but don't be confused
thats my heart
i left it the
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Streetlight Manifesto and Bomb the Music Industry!
i can't write right now.
and i can't think at all.
and you're lost to me.
but i'm lost also, you see.
i get so caught up
i think i'll fall down
you get so fed up
i think you'll explode.
and i can't write right now.
but i can sure try.
you said you can't stand me right now
but you said you'd sure try.
so we try
and we try.
and at the end of it all
it doesn't matter.
because
i'll be lost to you.
and you'll be lost to me
and we wont find each other
because this isn't a fairy tale.
i don't know.
you just seem like home when i talk to you, y'know?
its like you don't care what i say or how i say it
you don't make fun of me when i mess up my words
you don't judge me
you get it.
you make me feel like normal when i talk to you.
you look at my face and smile when you want
you don't fake it.
your hands look like a docking station for mine when they need recharging.
your shoulder is my barricade from the world.
and you just listen
you tell me what's on your mind
sometimes i want to slap you
but instead i use my words
civilized people use words...
i don't know
maybe its how you're forbidden
maybe its how i am t